stories about incest
I can’t say when it started, but maybe when I was about 8 years old I had really gotten to hate my mother. I don’t know exactly why, it just seemed that she was always picking on me for every little thing. She was a ‘Goody-two-shoes’ and a neat freak. Yeah… she was a freak all right.
And yeah, maybe my father had a lot to do with it too. It seemed that he was never around and I think the real reason for that was that he couldn’t stand her either. I think that if she wasn’t such a witch that he wouldn’t have been spending all of his time in work.
I loved him very much and I guess that I felt that he would have been there more for me if it weren’t for her. And then it seemed that whenever he was home that she just completely suffocated him with her constant talking; and in those few precious hours a week that he was around he had no time for me because of her. I really feel that Mom didn’t want Daddy to spend any time with anyone but her and that’s why she was the way that she was. Whenever I was able to get his attention, she (most of the time, anyway) would butt in. I really got to hate her more and more, as I kept trying to get my Dad’s attention.
It got so bad I wanted to kill her.
And then when I was 11 or 12… 11, I guess it was, Mama totally pissed me off. She insisted that we have a ‘mother-daughter’ talk… that’s where she does all the talking…
It went something like “You’re growing into womanhood… no, maybe I was 12… anyway, you’re growing up blah blah blah; your father shouldn’t be seeing you with almost no clothes on, blah blah blah; (she started on me because I walked around the house in panties sometimes); your father is a man and even though you’re his daughter it’s still not right for him to see you like that.” Heck I always had a T-shirt or shirt that covered my bottom!
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